I actually slept with a guy a few weeks back and the guy I like read me like a book that I had done it,and the weird thing is now Im thinking what if he does the same to me,I know I deserve it but I keep finding stuff out that I wish the person concerned would tell me himself,I wont judge him for it but its better finding it out from him. he says he doesent give a dam whether we are together or not its da same thing. see its like Im frustrated that I cant get my own way,im spoilt in that sense. I seem to be smoking up and passing out lately,but id rather be a pothead than an alcoholic. I used to drink like a tank,once I got so drunk at a nightclub that I stood on the table and started dancing,oh and jumped a cemetary in short skirt,fun times.